Akhiri Khwaahish

ek raat ek farishta neend se jaga ke bola

"maang ae bande teri aakhiri ichcha kya hai"

ek pal ko to jahaan tham sa gaya

sochke,dil hil gaya

fir maine khudse pucha

"Itni jaldi!"

"akhir meri saza kya hai?"

wo un andhere galiyaaro me se fir bola,

"akhiri saans lene se pehle,

palke humesha ke liye moondne se pehle,

kya kisi sapne ko poora karna hai chahta?

kya chahat hai teri, kya hai armaan,

Kya hai jo apne jiwan se hai chahta?

Kis manzil tak chahta hai jana?

ya kisi galti ko chahta hai sudharna?"

fir maine khud se pucha

aatm-sameeksha kar man ne batlaya,

ek arthheen, be-maksad,

bhautik sukhoo me lipt jeevan

antheen ichchaaye, hazaroo khwahishe,

yahi sochte hue ek aansu jhalak aya,

khud ko shaant kar main bola

"Bahut si chhoti-chhoti cheezein

Ek boond paani

Ek lamha pyar

Ek katra vishwas

Ek pal ki shanti

Ek chain ki saans

Ghadi bhar ka saath

Ek shaant muskaan

Ek khushi ka daan

Ek gham ka nidan

Ek rasta anjaan

Aur EK PEHCHAAN"

sunke meri baat,farista muskuraya

"maang liya poora jahan

in choti choti ichchaoo me

ab tak kya kar rha tha,

so rha tha kya insaan?

jee le kuch aur pal,

kar le poore apne armaan"

Muthhi mein ek sagar thama ke

Mujhe mera rasta dikha ke

Dekar aur ek mauka, farishta woh mera

Gayab yoon hua, ki nazar bhi na aya

Ek pal ko thamke, fir maine mudke

Muskarati zindagi apni se kaha

"Tune mujhe ek naam ek wajood diya tha kabhi

Aj tera karz utaarne ka samay hai aya"

17 Again!

This segment just arose from a weird thought, after i saw the movie 17 Again. It was all about a middle aged man who returned miraculously back to his teenage, where he corrected the mistakes, he made earlier, to set things right.
we all set priorities in life, we all do it knowingly or unknowingly, whether it is career or it is personal life. A folk is also there which just live their lives with no priorities, even they have a one.

I at this age, realized, rather admit, that I too did some mistakes in my past, whose impact are coming up now. But what i should do about today and tomorrow, the mistakes I am making today are going to shine in near future, they can petty ones or can be one, with the deep impact. I will not get a second chance, Then?? what should I do? How will i know at this point of time that I am committing a mistake? Maybe according to my intellect I am making a perfect decision now, but it is not! Assume there are two choices, 1 can take me to skies, and 2nd one just like that, slow steady types. Which one to chooose??maybe the first one can take me high and then after few years i will regret why i made this choice, and the 2nd one which seems to be slow and static, will going to boost me up beyond limits. So how should I decide?
May be you won't find it much appealing if you are satisfied with your life, with your deeds, but if you are not, i am sure your vote will surely go to me.

Behavior vs Process

Lets analyze two entirely informal examples of instructions a mother may give to her little daughter.

1) How to make a sandwich:Take a loaf of bread. Cut two slices from it. Spread butter evenly on one side of each. Put a slice of ham on one buttered slice of bread. Put on the other. Add some sliced tomatoes. Fold the two together.
2) What to do in the afternoon: You may watch TV. If you get hungry make yourself a sandwich. When it gets dark switch on the lights.When your father calls tell him I went out shopping and should be back by 1 hour.

Now what are the essential differences between the two kinds of instructions?

Any process instruction is intrinsically sequential.Take this into account that its sequentiality is not merely a matter of the write-up, it cannot be separated from the "physics" of the process; one cannot butter the slices before they are cut from the loaf, and in a properly made sandwich, cheese is put on after the buttering is completed.
A behavior instruction has no intrinsic sequentiality in it (apart from "local" sequentiality in executing individual actions, such as making a sandwich). For a process, there is a well-defined initial state (explicit or implicit, does not matter), a progression of steps, each bringing an overall goal a little closer, and hopefully a final step in which the goal is achieved. Actions that constitute the process are expected to be executed in a state established by their predecessors. There is no clear cut initial state for a behavior, no goal. No action is expected to happen unless its "guarding" condition is established, but individual action need not be responsible for establishing the conditions propitious for other actions.

The individual actions are in fact reactions to certain conditions that may have arisen, rather than steps aimed at establishing conditions for possible future actions. A behavior is defined in terms of reactions to the "current" environment. The guarding conditions are evaluated in states which are not assumed to be the results of the "past" behavior. Indeed, the analysis of the "historical trace" hardly ever helps in the analysis of "current" behavior, the "past" need not influence the "present" at all, Thats where forecasting fails! The little girl may get hungry regardless of whether it gets dark out or not (On the other hand, the analysis of the collection of past events, i.e. associations of conditions with reactions, may be very helpful; it is the sequence of past events that is largely irrelevant and may be misleading).

To be continued....

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Choices Vs Opportunity

J. K. Rowling said, "It is our choices... that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities."

Choices, always preferred over living in a restricted room. Opportunity, a big word to say, are you lucky enough to get a one? Choices can be made, however opportunities crosses your path and if you are clever you can grab a one, otherwise you are a loser.
What if you are capable enough to generate opportunities? What if choices are like lying in front of you like marbles on ground and a child playing with it? How about an idea, which can change things, which can generate a lot of opportunities, which can put so many fucking choices?
An idea, a seed which if sown and perfectly reaped can turn the future, can raise standards.


Well stated by James E. Faust, "Some of our important choices have a time line. If we delay a decision, the opportunity is gone forever. Sometimes our doubts keep us from making a choice that involves change. Thus an opportunity may be missed."

Guilty, who will decide?

What have i done? Am i supposed to do all this to her? Who gave me the right to do so?
You are guilty,
No i am not,
Yes you are!

Unable to say, Unable to express, unable to tell, just letting it as it is, This is surely not the solution. It's no more a child's play.
You are guilty,
No, please I am not,
Yes you are!

Took the responsibility, now running away from it. Always going for better is not the way life is lead surely.
You are guilty,
No, please I am not,
Yes you are!